a reassuring hug wouldn't hurt. 16.10.06 9:07 a.m.
Less angry today. Just trying to learn some patience. Kind of dreading class today, since I fell asleep there last week, and I still don't know why everyone was staring at me when I woke up. Wishing I had somehting non-dairy to eat - you know, like perhaps the granola which has mysteriously vanished. (Must remember to interrogate hippie roommate about that.)
Mr. Grey Area may find this annoying, but here are my Leonard Cohen lyrics for the day:
Baby, I've been waiting,
I've been waiting night and day.
I didn't see the time,
I waited half my life away.
There were lots of invitations
and I know you sent me some,
but I was waiting
for the miracle, for the miracle to come.
I know you really loved me.
but, you see, my hands were tied.
I know it must have hurt you,
it must have hurt your pride
to have to stand beneath my window
with your bugle and your drum,
and me I'm up there waiting
for the miracle, for the miracle to come.
Not a hell of a lot else to say. Time is still too slow, but I feel slightly less bruised today than I did yesterday, which is a good thing.
listening:
reading:
ingesting:
(see entries before 20.11.05)
previously on Smothered Hope:
unreal - 20.05.08
in which our narrator kinda just babbles on a bit - 15.05.08
drank several margaritas last night. they were great. - 04.05.08
spacey - 29.04.08
i will most definitely regret posting this in public - 28.04.08