just to inform you 02.10.06 12:25 p.m.
I don't feel like elaborating, but my ten-year relationship has come to an end. As he is my best friend, and this has been building up for a while, there was no real fallout; everything is, for all intents and purposes, normal between us.
Of course I am hideously miserable. I just wish I could fast-forward through all this stuff where I feel heartbroken and irreparable, and just get to the part where I have my self-confidence again, and the two of us are friends strengthened by all we have been through together. You know, like normal people.
In the meantime, I will be dealing with things as best I can. I don't update much anymore, and I doubt I will for a little while.
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(see entries before 20.11.05)
previously on Smothered Hope:
unreal - 20.05.08
in which our narrator kinda just babbles on a bit - 15.05.08
drank several margaritas last night. they were great. - 04.05.08
spacey - 29.04.08
i will most definitely regret posting this in public - 28.04.08