smothered hope

I need to quit this job and do nothing but write in silence for a long time. Does anyone want to buy me a laptop, since I will be strolling quite impetuously into poverty?

I have plenty to tell you; I am lacking words and will. What I started with, about isolating myself in front of a computer, is really necessary. I need to reclaim my outlets, before I implode on myself.

back | forth

listening:
reading:
ingesting:
(see entries before 20.11.05)

previously on Smothered Hope:

unreal - 20.05.08
in which our narrator kinda just babbles on a bit - 15.05.08
drank several margaritas last night. they were great. - 04.05.08
spacey - 29.04.08
i will most definitely regret posting this in public - 28.04.08